Why? Why did you leave me? And at such a bad time?? What did i do? Or was it something i didnt do? I dont know. But i do know that i still love you. After everything you put me through, i still manage to have so much love for you. You complete me.. And im just so determined to get you back. But why? For what? So you can just break my heart AGAIN? Well truth be told i dont care if i get hurt, as long a i get you. That’s all i need. You’re my addiction My obsession the one thing that gets me through the bad days. I love you and i always will. Please come back to me and stay forever<33

That awkward moment when everyone has been asking me how’s my gf… im like gf?? i dont have one of those :c lol oh well one day. until then, #Forever Alone.. <’3

what am i gonna do when the best part of me was always you?

This is it. You’re leaving, walking right out of my life like im nothing maybe i am nothing. worthless. so goodbye nice knowing you

I hate those idiots that self diagnose. If you seriously have an issue then go get help dont just sit there and tell everyone you have a mental disease (including depression) when you dont know what it could really be..

That moment when you realize you’re addicted to drugs…… >.> “does that make me a horrible person?” the question that invades my mind. I dont know how to get through this. Support? What support? i have none. Maybe i should go to rehab or tell my parents…. But they make me feel so good. Maybe i should just take them until i get caught up. I think that’s a dumb decision but that’s what im gonna do.. Oh lord, why are pills so addicting????

She writes and writes, each and every night. She cries then writes then writes then cries then sings a sweet lullaby. She ignores their words because they’re harsh, she sits alone in the cold and dark. They’re mean and cruel even at school. She asks them to go away but instead they stay. They mock her now she’s in tears, the blade is near. it softly touches her skin then side to side it goes within. redness she sees and sorrow is what she feels. she hopes and prays this isnt real.